Cheating

     These last two weekends I have been gone at different events.  Two weekends ago was the Tough Mudder and last weekend we went to fun city for Jessica's birthday.  Looking back I realized that I had been picking and chosing when I was going to be a Christian.  Not that I did anything bad, but I haven't been choosing to be a Christian on the weekends.  I feel awful about the way I treated God through this.  It's like I was an unfaithful wife.  But He still waits for me with open arms.  I hope I won't make this mistake again, but I am sure I will.  Lord, help me.